Thursday, June 21, 2007

It's been a while...

...but here I am again, stomach clenched, heart pounding, exhausted, shivering, and yet sleep will not have mercy on me.
I vaguely recall the time when stress wasn't a problem for me, when I could sleep whenever and wherever I wanted to, when I woulnd't wake up in the middle of the night with a feeling of terror, when I could just switch myself off and get some rest.
I feel like crying. The sound of glass grinding against glass fills my head. 

3 dropped in:

ROD said...

It's because your getting a Phd. That would drive anyone banannas.

It's a-me! said...

If bananas sleep any better than I do, I'll accept that with a smile on my, er, peel :)

itelli said...

R u trying to convince me that u were trying to sleep at 23:19...?

Rod might not know u, but still, he's right. I mean, look at me... :)